It's a start

Since it's the first post, normally i won't be writing long. But it's a start. Its been a while having myself thinking and writing about my thoughts. I got to admit it's pretty hard, to examine your thoughts and put it into words. Sometimes words alone are not enough. But then again, for now, it's a start. It'll get better along the line. I know i've screwed up my previous blogs. Just managed to survive temporarily. Given up too soon. However, i hope this one remains, longer than the previous ones, and hopefully will be updated weekly at least. Well, that's it i've got to say about my expectations. Now, we're continue about me.

Obviously it's Monday, the first day of the week. A few more days, 3 to be exact, until my flight to KL this Thursday which means, the end of my holiday. The memory and feeling during the start of my holiday back few weeks ago, still as fresh as it is in my head. Practically i did nothing over the holidays except i did went for a vacation in Kota Kinabalu for last 2 weeks - well, that should be my highlight of the holiday. Most of the time, you can find me sleeping and only awake when half of the day is over, which leaves me spending the few remaining hours before the sun sets again. My stuff is all over my room, don't seem to have the heart to pack them. Deep inside still hoping the clock would stop ticking or perhaps would slow down at least. It's just me or everyone feels the same? I mean, days go by so fast! A week is literally like a day. You can't do much in a week nowadays. No matter how i say it, it would still be the same.

I kinda feeling nervous this week because my result is supposed to come out this week. I seriously don't know what i will get, just hoping that i do just right, just enough to satisfy myself. Didn't i just say my first post won't be long? I guess it doesn't seem right now realising that i have moved on to third paragraph. Anyway, until next post!